always been with me....

ive always had a memory/dream about a small boy talking to an old man, outside a house with a wooden bench outside the front of the house

i know the road where the house could be, we have never ahd any family or contact there, theres no bench outside any house there

was the young lad me, at the age the lad would be i was very ill in hospital, or is the old man me?

if a bench appears outside a house in the road i will get really spooked......